Sunday, September 26, 2010

You are not forgiven

Less than a month is my day...but I've been told that he is willing to go Genting with his friend than coming back to KL.

Is this the way a girl friend should be treated.....

At first, I thought that you will not able to come back as you not able to take leave....or you just not going to come back for any celebration cos it will be tiring.

However, you told me that you are going to travel some where else rather than come back to KL....

You are using a knife and stabbing straight to my heart when you tell me this.....

I know you are asking me to go with you, but at the first place do you think of me?? If you thinking of me, you would be come back rather than going to travel to other place. Some more is a place that will pass KL.....

I am trully trully disappointed in you.....................you are not forgiven with what you are going to do....as the wound always will be there.....

Sunday, August 29, 2010

10th houses distance

You are right......my friend...

Sorry for bringing up those past past memories, I just suddenly felt I owe you a word......

Thanks for the forgiveness.....I appreciated it very much....

I hope that our friendship will last forever.....

"Gambateh" for both of us......

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Wang Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi 你不知道的事

touching song from lee hom........

Words to my dear friend.....

After reading the blog written by you, was really touching and can feel that you are still thinking of the past.

After so many years , the past should let it be... If you want to think it back, just flash back the memories that you are happy and not the unhappy.

People should keep going on with life and learn to let go.

And one more last word I should really meant it is "sorry". I'm not sure if you are still remember the things that has happened between us. On that time, I think I did something wrong and I did not stand on your shoe and not thinking of your feeling but I hope that you could forgive me.

Sometimes I really not dare to contact you, although we are so near because I'm really really sorry.

I just want to tell you that I am trully sorry of the things had happened that will cause a break in our friendship.........

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Turn Back Time

What will happen if we can turn back time????

We get to made different decisions. If different decisions made, will there lead to a different ending??

If we get a chance to turn back time, which part of your life you feel you want to made decision all over again??

If you get the chance to turn back time, will you made a different from now???

Time to wake up,there is no fairy tales in real life


When I was a kid, I've been reading and watching fairy tales. From that time onwards I am gradually believe in fairy tales that will happen in real life.

Today, I accompany my mom to market. Then I reach to a newspaper stand and saw a snow white and the seven dwafts sticker...........

That time, I was like strike by a lightning and suddenly like I've waken up.....

I was in real life..........................

There was no fairy tales at all..............

After so many years only like waken up from a long sleep......I was in a long dream......

This is the time to wake up............face the truth..........

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Last thurs went to Singapore and on Fri mom is hospitalised cos of dengue.
I was so worry and wanted to come back, unfortunately there is no way I can back early.

Once back on Sun,straight to hospital and see my mom, she was lying on the bed, weak and talking softly.

I took care of her on mon and she was discharged on tues. relieved by that time.

At this moment she is still weak. Will take care of her....I have to take responsibilty on house work... (*.*)

Friday, May 7, 2010

Speechless

By Lady GaGa...

Speechless mean nothing to talk????? nothing can be say????

No topic to start???? or equals to no heart?????

没那么简单

A meaningful song from the start til the end.

every single words hit me... Does it really mean there is no more true love.......

It makes me think deeply @.@

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

1st time

Finally..... i had my first blog......haha...
Thank you for introducing me to this blog.

I'll remember today and set it as an anniversary of creating this blog ^^

Cheer @.@